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If i died today.
If I die today,tell John Lione I love him-even though we haven’t met. Tell him thanks for helping me, and making me smile, and that I wish we could’ve met before I left. Tell my best firen to tell my other love that he is amazing and his charm will alway be with me And i wish we could of gotten closer.Tell Taylor Swift her lyrics inspired me.Tell the makers of The Notebook they gave me a hope on love,but once I’ve found it,that there was no hope for me.Tell Caitlin Randon shes my best friend and I loved her and loved the fact she was real with me with everything.Tell Kate Bartlett,thank you for being there when I needed you I love you. Tell Steven Maurer and Sam Castonguay thanks for making me laugh <3 Tell my Family I love each and everyone of them,espically my mommom and poppop she helped me threw everything. Amber,my sister I love you millions I wish you best with your new baby,make sure she or he knows they had an aunt that loved them very much. Thank you for the fun nights in philly <3 Tell my Grandmom,Aunt Joan and GG I love them and thank them for being such strong women and making me strong.Tell my Stepmother thank you,for being there.Tell my Grandmom Jan thank you for telling me to not let the little things bother me. <3 Tell my mother I love her tons,even though she hurt me,but made me a stronger person and I forgive her. Tell my Dad I love him,and I forgive him for not being there as much as I’d like him to have been when I was little. Tell my little sisters and brothers I love them and I’ll miss them like crazy,but I’m in a better place.Tell my childhood friends for the best life I could ask for,thank you for making being a kid fun Tivea,Kelsi,Jessica,Chelsea Pearce. I love all of you. I now will be with saira,and possibly find another love up in heaven love you <3
I like the “one direction ” from the US..they sound like owl city
They are suing the UK one direction.good. Lol. #one direction #one #direction #good #owl #city #love #pretty
Today was a good day…..well for the most part.
I woke up,curled my hair,brushed my teeth and got dressed. I went to first period..took a test(failed a test),then second period where i taught the little kids. Handed in my portfolio for that class and all went swell. I got to third period and i got to leave because i got a golden ticket from caitie to choir. I Went down there it was really fun because mcbride is sooo funny!!! And it seems like it would just be a fun class to be in. I am going to try out for concert choir. I hope i get in :O If i get in i will be sooo soo happy yeah today made me want to join. I’m going to switch out of Journalism i think…because theres another reason why i want to switch out of that class…but we’re not going to talk about that. Then 4th period was chem.I talked to the boys in that class while i was in there..because we were like partnered up into groups. They are nice kids. Henry was upset and kept putting his head down…tom told me him and his gf broke it off and thats why he was upset. Then i got to gym..which was retarded…we had to get changed for BUS EVACTUATIONS! we NEVER have gotten changed for them…-_- but then after we evacuated the bus we went inside and got to play basketball.Kenji had told me something that drew had apparently had said.Tyler and Dakota were there from our little group..but Dana was on a field trip. Caitie and i kept throwing the ball at Kenji….cause well it was funny. He got really pissed and repeated to caitie and yelled in her face “DREW CALLED YOU FAT.PLESENTLY,PLUMP.” I didn’t know he said it until the next period when Caitie wasn’t talking to anyone. So i texted Kenji and I texted Drew. I was honestly pissed. Like one minute Kenji is saying we shouldn’t tell caitie and the next minute he yells it in her face because she was throwing basketballs at him. But I’m seriously done. I don’t like people talking about my friends. If you can’t man up and admit you’ve said something then don’t say it at all. People seriously urk me. Anyway….then i got to english…did like nothing in that class. Then i went to math lab. That class is always such a big joke. I went in there and told Kenji he was a dick…and a hippo critical asshole. Then Tyler started to go after him. Then apparently Kenji texted Caitie and told him to tell me to calm down in like the end of the period when i WAS calm.We were waiting by the door waiting for the bell to ring and Joe and Tyler were like “just yell at him again. Turn around and yell at him” I just laughed and said “no,because hes a retard…and should just keep his mouth shut when he hears shit”Then i went home after sociology and made mac n cheese then went to sleep. I cut my tye dye shirt…i’m going to wear it tomorrow. Its pretty cute….except the one side of fringes on the sides are further back on one side.Adios i’m done talking i have to do my homework for math peace. lol
You rub me the right way.
You’re just an enjoyable person to even be around. There’s something unique about you…i like that….a lot. You are like other guys but your different.You seem like you would be sweet to be in a relationship with. You’re talented too. I dunno something about you just gets me. I have to detach myself though. I can’t keep doing this to myself. #guy #yo #cute #adorable #life #rub #me #the #right #way #something #about #you
I hate how much i love you boy. I can’t stand how much i need you. I just can’t let you go and i hate that i love you so.
MDW LESSONS/TIPS
Alrighty time to tell about saturday,sunday,and today :)
Saturday i woke up at Emily’s house along with Caitie and Dana..well and of course Emily…As you should know. After that my dad had picked us up at her house and we went back to the house for a little i took a shower and all that good stuff. then We were off to OC with Chelsea and Caitie. I really had a lot of fun down there with them.We went on the beach and boardwalk. I got some sun…it was nice. I met my cousins girlfriend Bianca.She’s nice…i don’t like her name lol. She showed me her dress. It was red and she got it at bcbg. We hardly talked but whatever. It got awkward when all the pancakes got eaten after sam said he was making enough for everyone and my grandmom said something to him and there wasn’t anymore left. Eh. Whateva yo. We met these guys on the boardwalk from when caitie was doing her roundoff’s or was about to anyway this kid named kyle came running over saying “DON’T MY FRIEND JUST HURT HIMSELF REALLY BAD!” then his friend sean came over and started to show us what he did from jumping off th side of the boardwalk lmao. They were in college. There were two Kyles and one Sean. They were all drinking but you could tell they were under control with themselves….although they kept still jumping off the boardwalk haha. They were drinking vodka and monster and Keystone. We chilled there with them for about 30 min.We got their FB names and shizz so it was all good that was a fun and funny night :DThen we came back on sunday night-monday morning. There was all this traffic coming back and it backed us up like an hour and my step mom was driving she kept swerving all over the place….she was tired and wouldn’t let my dad drive because he was drinking -_- really? i mean no offense but he could have drove better drunk than her being as tired as she was and being completely sober. We ended up getting home around 12:30….oh and the traffic was just a broken down car at ONE of the toll booths…smh. Well what can you do. right? Then this morning i woke up around 7:00 so i could go and do the memorial day parade for guard (color guard aka flag spinning) then i did that i sweated and such then we ate a hotdog the went home and ate chicken cheese steak.I wasn’t that hungry so i had half of the steak. I called caitie up and she was out in Vineland looking for cars. We met up at Dakota’s house with Dana,Emily,TJ,and Tyler…along with Dakota of course. They all went swimming…i stayed out of the pool although it was extremely hot.I played with dakota’s nephew a lot of the time hes like 3 he was soooo cute. Then everyone (epically Caitie and Tyler) started to splash me while i put my feet in the pool. I got all wet…so i was like eh whatever.Then i decided to be stupid and put my phone in the water…i did and i broke it for a while until i got home and put it in rice. We all sat around the fire after the pool and talked about life and school and how some girl dicked tj over. I honestly don’t know why girls fall for douche bags…. when there are sweet kids that will always be there… i dunno it makes me angry that girls can’t see who is bad and good. But then i guess they aren’t always obvious with it… someone can seem nice and be a total dick and vice versus. I guess thats the way life goes though. I had an extremely fun MDW and i wouldn’t change it for ANYTHING at all. Everything was completely PERFECT. (Source: bloodwrittenletters) #MDW #SHORE #LOVE #CUTE #BOYS #COLLEGE #DRINK #ALCOHOL #BLACK AND WHITE #TEXT #PROM #WEEKEND |
hi im kaitlyn,and this is my thoughts,my story,my problems,most importantly its my life.AGE:16 SINGLE RIP SMA i love and miss you with all my heart home ask me Pictures of me |
